Solitude

Hello ,

There were times when people admired and respected this kind of social behaviour of being separated from society. Now it seems still so , probably.

Many seem to adopt this in search of knowing oneself through. It is a way to see everything else from a far view which distances everyone else from yourself. After that it seems so clear and opaque. It is a way to find truth.

Truth. What all we strive for.

Understanding and Comprehension

Greetings.

I have thoughts which baffles me, yet I understand that it was meant for it to baffle me. So that I could have the motive to understand it.

But then I observe that I seem to take a method which only deceives me as in trying to be another personality which is modelled from my view and desires to the world.

I lie and lied to myself.

Bye.

Hello New Year.

What a oneder , I read that somewhere.

I feel grateful for living till this new year , I thank the responsible One.

I feel so curious.

Bye.

Thoughts #446104

When will I be freed of this doubt of my reality?

I have a loomed vision on what is real and what is not real.

I understand that my mindset needs prove on what is that reality and what am I to live for.

But I know that I also live for who has lived for me and will live for me later on.

Through those smile that raise my smile and that I comprehend it is enough to live for even for just awhile.

Thoughts #46106

My greetings,

There was a moment when I had an undeniable faith in my principles and beliefs that moment was long ago, an innocent mindset. Now its quite shattered, fractured mostly crippled.

And I missed that feeling of bliss, but quite ignorant. It is quite hard to understand how did that happen. Did I miss all that I could have cherished? Is it useless to regret, now I would not know.

Hey there.

Greetings to the net.

I suddenly decided to came back here and voice out some things in my mind if I can.
I had a lot of thoughts in my head, I wished I could have shared it here but my lack of consciousness to world translation is not that very good. It gets misunderstood most than not often.

Most of us have probably thought about existence and consciousness in some part of our lives, what causes that? Well , it is probably because of curiosity and thirst for feeling of achieving something. To achieve something we need knowledge then gain power to achieve that wanting.
That is what humans are.

Others see it as a futile effort and try to leave their own marks in history, this might not be in a huge form but maybe in little ones like pieces of writings or pictures.

Others just don't care, they live their live as they want because their personality structured as that way, knowing or not knowing that their life will end someday and that will be it.

If we all look at it at a bigger scope, it is not that different between all of us. Since we are all not that different than each other anyway. All of us are the same in this, because it only seems different in how we do it, perceived differently but the same.

I'll try to leave more thoughts here next time.

I fare you well.

Fear

So much to say , yet little words to type.

If what comes from it is to preserve Life , it keeps us from Death.

Why do we linger in this pain knowing it will inevitably end?

What we see is Death none other than Life?

And is left for us to decide.