Thoughts #446104

When will I be freed of this doubt of my reality?

I have a loomed vision on what is real and what is not real.

I understand that my mindset needs prove on what is that reality and what am I to live for.

But I know that I also live for who has lived for me and will live for me later on.

Through those smile that raise my smile and that I comprehend it is enough to live for even for just awhile.

Thoughts #46106

My greetings,

There was a moment when I had an undeniable faith in my principles and beliefs that moment was long ago, an innocent mindset. Now its quite shattered, fractured mostly crippled.

And I missed that feeling of bliss, but quite ignorant. It is quite hard to understand how did that happen. Did I miss all that I could have cherished? Is it useless to regret, now I would not know.

Hey there.

Greetings to the net.

I suddenly decided to came back here and voice out some things in my mind if I can.
I had a lot of thoughts in my head, I wished I could have shared it here but my lack of consciousness to world translation is not that very good. It gets misunderstood most than not often.

Most of us have probably thought about existence and consciousness in some part of our lives, what causes that? Well , it is probably because of curiosity and thirst for feeling of achieving something. To achieve something we need knowledge then gain power to achieve that wanting.
That is what humans are.

Others see it as a futile effort and try to leave their own marks in history, this might not be in a huge form but maybe in little ones like pieces of writings or pictures.

Others just don't care, they live their live as they want because their personality structured as that way, knowing or not knowing that their life will end someday and that will be it.

If we all look at it at a bigger scope, it is not that different between all of us. Since we are all not that different than each other anyway. All of us are the same in this, because it only seems different in how we do it, perceived differently but the same.

I'll try to leave more thoughts here next time.

I fare you well.

Fear

So much to say , yet little words to type.

If what comes from it is to preserve Life , it keeps us from Death.

Why do we linger in this pain knowing it will inevitably end?

What we see is Death none other than Life?

And is left for us to decide.

Life

Let me begin with this , I am not the one who can or deserving enough to tell you about it. Of all , I am most probably the last person on that list to tell you about it. In what I have seen and experienced which is not much , truly , less than most humans which have , I learned what Life have granted. It gave us joy , pleasure and satisfaction. We are ignorantly bliss. We suckle that sweet honey greedily. We live in the fabricated lies that we are masters. Tricked by the illusion of the powers we wield. That emptiness we have to thirst for more and all. Soon after, we will fail and take not the responsibility we should. We cast the blame to our only salvation. Life , crumbles and sheds to Death , and It took. Even Death had spared most of us many times , but our children , brothers and sisters turned victims. We fail again and again to learn , to know. We are ignorantly bliss. We turn away from the reality , the reality we are living in. We live in the charade of vain and ignorance. Torn apart reasoned of cowardice and fear. Yet , we thirst. Soon after , we will reach doom.

We , humans are parasites , wretched creatures , a stain , putrid creation , to the Source.

BACK , and Better Then Ever

Greetings , Thank you for your visit.

Let's get to the point .
I will be updating the blog again , for good time's sake. This will continue slowly. It has been sometime , life really can grab you whole , swallow you and really excrete you out the other way .
Anyway , the new posts will be up as soon as possible , preferably in this week.

Expect some changes to the blog , I am grateful for those who have visited. And read my opinions .

Fare thee well ,

Può venire presto , amore?

:)

This is for

lvynana