Pathetic , Inferior , Useless

Three words that I could say about me right now . "I should always be positive." I told myself that a lot these days . I can't do those things you asked me . But I should try . I failed . Now it seems pointless . You know what I am referring to . Everyone is ahead of me . I don't I think I could catch up anymore . Anyway , let me tell myself that positivity is the way to go . Nope , nothing happened . Should anyone read this ... it was posted when I was really upset or bored . Probably annoyed by something in life . I should laugh at 'it' and ask for more assaults from life . I think 'it' needs to be annoyed back . I'll think of a way . *Laughs maniacally*